I use humor to cover up the fact that I want to jump off a bridge
girls are so pretty and cool. girls should be appreciated more? so many of them put up w/ so much racism and transmisogyny and queerphobia and girls need more credit for existing in a world that doesnt properly appreciate them, especially WOC, especially trans women, especially queer women. tell a girl that u love & respect her existence
I wonder what my friends say about me when i’m not around because i’m sure it’s not nice things
- - made your self throw up
- - starved
- - took a razor to your skin
- - felt like your not good enough
- - thought about suicide
- - attempted suicide
- - burnt your self
- - got bullied
- - been called ugly/fat etc..
- - or harmed your self in any way
- - cried your self to sleep
- - been abused
- I will message every fucking single one of you.
I’ve come to realize I’m still in love with Sarah. It’s always been there, but when we were together I was still hung up on Kaila. The thing is that when me and Kaila hung out back in september, I realized I was in love with how I had known her. Wisconsin had changed her and thats not bad, it just meant that she grew more into herself and shed parts that didn’t fit. I was just still in love with the parts that didn’t fit.
I’m in love with the person Sarah is. Maybe we won’t work out; if we ever became a thing we would have much distance between us and we’re both rather cynical with love. But I want to know, I want to try because the way I feel about her feels like enough and makes it feels worth it. She makes it feel worth it. (I know corniest sentence ever I’m sorry.)
Do you ever, all of a sudden, get this overwhelming wave of self hatred? Like suddenly you hate your body, every inch, your face, your voice, your smile, your laugh, your personality.. you just want to disappear because you can’t stand to be yourself.
Does anyone else lie in bed at 2:30am filled with the crippling fear that they’re never going to accomplish anything in life and fail miserably or is that just me
i hope i lose 800 pounds by tomorrow morning